Time to stop.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Friday
Making new acquaintances, dancing again... @G is trying the same scenario again - boring as hell. I wouldn't go the same path. Though could be interesting to see if I can replay the whole thing re-directed. On the other hand, @G is too rigid of a character to change anything in his head. Only another shaking emotional/sensual experience can do the shift. Can I do it?
TO OPEN UP
What does it take to open yourself to others to see?
"I was tired of misunderstandings, necessity to explain myself at every turn, suspicions of my evil nature. was it that I could not express myself? and I could not because nobody believed me anyway? Or I thought they did not?...
Anyway, I closed my shell, showing only "acceptable" face.
And I forgot what is it I am, what is it I want, what is it I look like. "
Even if we don't show it to the world, one should not forget the truth about oneself.
I'm shelling off my masks. I want not to be afraid.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Try to think which word comes first to open the line-
The word "I"...
I'm reading your old messages - one week old, 5 month old... 2 years old...
Still trying to connect it all together, adhere to my life - cannot do it.
It is all apart, random happenings, yet because we were intimate, the connection has been hooked.
The word "I"...
I'm reading your old messages - one week old, 5 month old... 2 years old...
Still trying to connect it all together, adhere to my life - cannot do it.
It is all apart, random happenings, yet because we were intimate, the connection has been hooked.
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